Omni Slayer...

2009-01-25T06:19:00.000-08:00

Journal entry for chinese new year:

Caption: My first Ang Bao! =]

2009-01-25T05:25:00.000-08:00

Today's journal topic: Am I a weak Singaporean?

Firstly, I would have to "decipher" the meaning behind this question, so I have to explain it in my own words. To me, someone who is weak is someone who cannot survive, as in this world, or should I say this society, its survival of the fittest. There is no room for the weak to live in. hence I begin my response to this topic.

I would personally consider myself as a normal Singaporean. What do I mean? I mean that I am neither a strong Singaporean, nor a weak Singaporean. This would sound a little contradicting but that is what I think. Firstly, I can fairly survive in the current society now, as I am doing really well in school, leading the life of a normal guy with friends, and various achievements. Even some awards! This is why I think that I am not weak, as I can survive on my own.

However, I consider myself not as strong, as if I were to be thrown into the society right now, I would not be able to survive. Meaning, if I were to drop out of school and try to lead the life of a normal adult, I would not be able to survive for long. Yes, I do have my savings to help me out, however, with my qualifications; I would not be able to find a suitable job to make ends meet. I would just be left to die on my own. Hence I think that I am not so much of a strong Singaporean.

Hence, I would consider myself a typical Singaporean student who is neither strong nor weak.

2009-01-15T04:02:00.000-08:00

Today's journal entry question: Why do I find school boring?
OR
Why do I believe that school is not boring for me?
I think I would choose to go with the second question, what do I believe that school is not boring for me? Firstly, I always feel bored when I am alone at home, and can only turn to the one software that connects people together for help, MSN. it is the only place that I can get a chance to chat with my friends during the school holidays, when I am not going out with them, hence I always yearn for school to start during the holidays, but on the other hand, I would hope that we would not be required to hand in our homework as soon...

Secondly, I feel that school gives us a chance to bond with each other and have fun, whether during lessons, recess, remedial, or CCAs. It all serves to bring one and his or her friends closer together. Hence, school is never boring to me, unless I do not have enough sleep the last night, and that all my friends are away on some camp or course.

Third, coming to school is full of surprises, as no one knows what would happen the next day, or what surprises they would find in their food. That is precisely what makes life in school "fun", exciting, and, how do I put it... mysterious? Just take yesterday for example.

I was just having my recess like another day with my bunch of friends, which was beginning to feel boring to me, when something happened. I found something inside my food! Actually it’s not exactly so "exciting" as I was kind of expecting it when I saw what seemed like a cockroaches' head. But still I started to play with it like I always do with my food, and accidentally flipped it over. Then my friend started to scream. I found half a cockroach in my meat! So yea my friend and I went to the store to show the vendor and got a new plate of rice, but I was too full so I started staring at the new portion of meat and found... the second half of it!

I was completely stunned at that time and my friend started screaming yet again...so we went to return the plate of rice and got my refund, but was reprimanded by the vendor who claims that it was too much of a coincidence, and that we were playing a prank on her, living in a state of denial that her food had cockroaches in it.

So this is the kind of things that happens in my life, in school that makes me believe that I am not bored in school, even though I sincerely wish that the food incident would not happen to me again.

2009-01-08T04:32:00.000-08:00

Since you guys have been saying that i have not been updating my blog so often, i shall make it into my English assignment blog... this way it will be updated weekly!

Anyway, now here is my English assignment:How can you become and continue becoming to be becoming?

you cannot understand it right? Me too at first but here is my reflection on it after discussing with my brain for quite some time...
P.S. please only start your grading when my answer starts and not before... thank you...]

Ans: After much thinking about this question I had some sort of a "breakthrough" on it finally beginning to understand it a little, and with some help from my friend, I was able to have a clearer view of the "hidden meaning" in this question.

Here is my interpretation. How can I reach a goal or become something, and continue to try and achieve that goal or to become something. Confusing? Yes when I repeat it over a few times in my mind... But anyway, here is what I have to say to this question. Being a cadet in the national cadet corps in PHS, I have worked hard to achieve my rank as of now, as a 1st Sergeant and the post of basic ones, or secondary one cadet's section commander. I personally hope that in this coming year, I would able to become a role model to the new cadets, and also inspire them so that they will be able to have a breakthrough, and rise in ranks, leadership, and also mature in their thinking as time pass.

Now for the second part, I would think that the only way I can continue becoming to be becoming is to work hard on both my studies and my CCA, showing them what should and should not be done. I must also change the way I carry myself in front of them so that they would not be influenced by the "other" side of me.

This is about all that I have to say, how I interpreted the question, and also answer it. Hope you are satisfied with this answer.

Regards,
Jason Tan...

2009-01-08T00:33:00.000-08:00

Okay ppl 2dae is my bdae i dunno wat 2 say...so here goes...
thx to e ppl hu wished mi happi bdae by sms:
(by order of earliest 2 latest...)
Si jia 2230
eileen 0503
yi hui 0517
huai pin 0603
valerie chen 0608
jessica chuah 0615
chariene 0628
rachel 0835
kezia 1427
i realli dunno wat 2 post so i added e time... =_="
Next thx 2 e ppl hu wished mi by mouth:
(no order cuz i cannt rmb hu wished first...)
NCC ppl...
4 Grace guys n gurls...
Now e presents givin ppl:
Julia
Chariene
Eileen n Yi Hui...

tats abt all so yea thx had a nice dae?n finalli updated my blog...

2008-10-18T19:31:00.000-07:00

Day 5

last dae...i thin i 2 tired liao i woke up then sat n stare at mi nalgene on e table fr lik 0500 min...dunno y thin still slpin bah...lol...then aft tat woke up n check time wtf 0645 liao...we suppose wake up at 0600 de lol...then end up all overslpt... lucki jasmine mdm nt here if nt i tell u we no nid go hm liao pump until siao!

k then aft tat went bunk tried 2 rush e ppl all tis but still lkate fr mornin assembly but ok lah managed get back on track aft tat breakfast then area cleaning!!! w00t i thon its e onli time cna mak e blessing ppl high n i did! neva let u all dwn huh...

played water lik siao but oso did our job i personalli thin tat e toilet was quite well done except fr som ppl hu keep usin em even when we hav cleaned it...causin it 2 be dirty all tis... then aft tat went bac sch n had debrief... then went macs makan n home!!! finalli end of advt camp liao!!!can finalli slack n all...haiz...starin 2 miss it liao...hope nxt yr we gt tim organise another advt camp e fr sec 2s... oya n 1 last photo of 2 ZAI!

oya n before i frget!

2 ZAI! HOW YA FEELING??? XD

2008-10-18T19:10:00.000-07:00

Day 4 (Nightless...)
ok woke up at abt 0430 cuz baboon alarm rang n he dun wan off...wtf man...whole canteen woke up then he still slpin...nvm then i found out somthin...baboon go giv yi hui his jacket then tak mine (borrow frm him de) n use it fr himself...wth...nvm...then aft tat we went freshen up onli 2 c campers already up liao...wth...so at abt 0600 we went up e campers bunk n "wake" em up n keep em indoors cuz gt CAT 1...n mi n yan yan found out somthin...e guys frm mi class onli slpt 1 hr last nite...cuz they bz applin colgate fr e ppl hu were dirty n used up a whole tube...dam stupid sia...gt tim slp dun wan then aft tat all dam tired n rowdy...
nxt was breakfast...i thin is bee hoon n cake...had no tim eat so juz tried n finish up a plate in abt 3 mouthfuls n succeeded...lol...nxt was act 4 n 5 rock wall n low element one, THE WALL N FIDGIT LADDER... n hmmm...its obvious mi class e ppl r totally nt intrested in e games except e water part as they all went off in e middle...had som, tim diciplinin em...

oya n btw if ani of e 2 blessing ppl c tis i must apologise fr being so erm hw u say...strict n fierce 2 u all cuz u all realli veri rowdy then keep runnin off wifout tell mi lah...so yea...sry...n btw fr e gurls i nt tryin threathen u all go up e HIgh elements juz tryin encourage cuz none of u wanted go up ani of e high elements then tat defeats ne purpose of comin fr tis camp yea?

aft tat was lunch n i decided 2 switch positions wif yan yan n becom belayer n he becom class fac cuz i cannt reaali control e class n i thin he cna do it better lah...cuz his relation wif em better...so yea becam belayer fr rock wall wif leon so aft lunch went on wif act 6 but suddenli in e middle of act 6 kana CAT 1 then all act stop...then aft tat clement said CAT 3 so continue then CAT 1 again so shelter n again CAT3 so continue n finalli fr e last time clement paged CAT 1...tats when we al dam pek cek liao...lol...but nt ani of our fault blame it on e ti gong...lol no offense man...
so we had campfire prep lah cuz CAT 1 then we tried plannin but cannt so mi n yan yan juz say tis "we tried our best liao e rest is up 2 them..." then we slacked... then aft tat we found out 4 of my men missing in CAT 1 storm which is da dangerous...wth then i nid chiong out in e rain wif a poncho 2 look fr em lah...nw u all no y its so impt 2 tell us ur wherebouts? then finalli found em at abt 30 mins...they were at devotion bunk cuz CAT 1 then dun wan let em move ard so yea...then mi BL n jia hui tired 2 help chariene rara her class a bit by insultin tian min n it worked...W00T...yea aft tat e rain went on till abt 1800 so mi class missed RATS...oso one of e most fun or e onli fun gam...suay lik siao man...then yea aft tat camp fire...suddenli all dam high shld be cuz of e grads help bah...
aft everythin let e ppl OTOT then mi n jia hui went bac toilet ic n slacked again till abt 2345 lik tat then go in off lights...managed get every one out by 0015 which is still earli...then they lights out...
started AAR till abt 0230 which is mi sentry duty shift so went on walkin ard till abt 0400 n tried wakin BL up then h juz sat up so i pass him wakie talkie then e nxt mornin then found out he went bac slp...lol so no sentry... then before i go slp i cannt find mi slpin bag then saw it being hugged by eileen...wth...so onli has mi knight instructors shirt as cushion fr mi head...sianz...

2008-10-18T18:42:00.000-07:00

Day 3 (Nightless...)
OK...first dae of advt camp! woke up at abt 0445 2 pack mi bag fr advt camp cuz last nite when reach hm 2 tired so juz went 2 slp aft bathin(bet chariene did it mor than once!) n washin mi clothes... then aft tat chiong dwnstairs cuz it was already 0535 when i nid reach sch by 0600 then when reach first floor then found out neva brin nalgene! wtf!!!ran bac up n dwn then sms si jia might be late...but in e end managed 2 arrive on time cuz i went on a taxi...freakin expensive!!!u c gt 1 comfort cab comin so i wave fr it thne suddenli 1 mercs chiong in n stop infront of mi...so bo bian must board then e startin price already $3.20 liao... then end up tak 2 sch 5 bucks...usuali i tak is onli $2.80 de loh... dam xin tong...nvm then reached n we juz crap fr awhile n then report outside council rm n all tis then go wait fr campers arrive...aft tat all e rara thins n all till we went off fr JB...
e boardin of buses a bit screw up but still in e end we all managed 21 grab a bus n e instructors gt e biggest bus cuz onli lik 9 plus ppl inside...then we play PSP n eat snacks tat BC brought...then aft tat reach JB...started wif mi job...first open universe...ok found nuthin except tat som neva surrender valuables...then aft tat bunk in...e blessing bois r juz so eager 2 get in their bunks...
aft tat Act 1 single log...lol they were ok lah mi class went up play strill gt pattern de juz tat nt tat bonded neva cheer...
nxt lunch then act 2 n 3 but they veri unlucki...act 2 canceled cuz of CAT 1 storm so they missed flying fox, one of e best act... then went fr abseiling...their form teach went up...glad 2 c them cheer, but cuz they dam stubborn dun wan listen 2 mi when i say dun play wif e low elements, e instructor cam dwn n scolded them...
aft tat we had campfire prep...they were quite rowdy bah...dun wan plan onli wan bua ppl...but in e end we managed thin of a skit lah...
nxt was nite act...ok bah juz tat mi class tot it was borin cuz they onli visited 2 stations due 2 time constrain...they dam suay lah...aft tat mi n jia hui toilet ic then cuz still earli so we grab a few mins of rest outside e toilet until abt 2245 then we go in n off lights then e ppl all rush out...
nw campers all slp liao our turn! AAR...then ate n had it at e sam tim...ended at abt 0200 then shower n lights out fr us... mi leon peiling yi hui doggie cum monkey cum piggy BL & baboon went canteen slack...lol cuz at first gt roti prata curry n bread then all makan thr then aft tat we juz slpt thr e few of us... so slpt at abt 0330 n wakey wakey at abt 0430 so ppl u thin thrs night fr us?

2008-10-18T18:36:00.000-07:00

Day/Night 2

haiz...woke up at abt 0600hrs on 2 gain sommor muscles...50 pushups!y?cuz neva lights out in time! ok then aft tat did sm aces n EME (early morning exercise) n had breakfast...next was live belaying!ok lah did quite well fr it i guess, except fr steppin on e ropes a few time... oppps...ok aft tat lunch n then is debrief! lol aft tat started 2 rain n i thin we kana pumped 60 more time fr being late...so yea all HIGH liao! so did aces then all dam ZAI sia...i thin better than e HPT! =P so aft tat i quite dun remember liao so...yea... pictures shall take over nw!

2008-10-18T18:15:00.000-07:00

2 ZAI!!! lol so long never update liao...i thin tis post is aft lik 5 months! lol rotted blog sia...but anw since 2 ZAi zai until can mak mi blog seem more "alive" again...i shall do my part and update abt the training camp N sec 2 advt. camp! but first, i shall show u guys a veri veri nice pic...

Zai rite?lol...k lah nw update on e camp liao...

Day/Night 1
woke up at 0622 (24hr format) n burhsed teeth thinkin that it was juz another sch dae when i saw mi camp bag outside at e living rm...i was lik shit wtf 2dae training camp...liao...then rushed 2 sch, onli 2 c almost everyone in e canteen liao...then juz when i reached they call us fallin at e carpark at D&T block in like 2 mins i thin...so as usual all e ppl started 2 run then som of us being in UG fr som tim knew tat 2 mins is more than enough so juz went on n strolled slowli towards our destination...then once we reached thr kana screwed! hold pumpin position until everyone arrived even e late comers tat were no whr near YCK yet...but still managed 2 rest mi eyes fr a while (showoff...) until abt a while ltr then start 2 feel abit of sweat comin out liao...(nt so ZAI liao...) so yea tat was when i knew tat tis camp was no whr near wat i expected so must giv gd standard liao...
so aft tat went wow rm help them arrqange tables n chairs then aft tat everyone went in fr briefin n som "story tellin" session whr e "story teller" try 2 compete wif Mr n Mrs Tan so tat we can hear his voice...aft tat split grps...i was in troop 2!lol...then aft tat nid plan 2 cheers n all bah...then we nid think of a name wif respect n dicipline or somthin in it so we used e name of the brand of fire extinguisher...frgt wat was it liao...thin ts knight... or warrior or somthin... then aft tat loaded thins up e bus n headed fr JB...
JB..."Home sweet home" fr e next 5daes 3 nights...sianz... k firstli gt open universe then we gt 2 no of e best trainer ever! Jasmine mdm! COOL! so yea she started tell us she was e DEVIL of HPT so yea...then she proved it... gt us 2 fall in e MPH n out again lik 6 times n on e 3rd it started 2 rain...yea...then we did it in e end lah then she started 2 "nag" a little...then i we had lunch n then sm lessons till dinner... followed by mor lessons, then aft tat Jasmine mdm took over... w00t did abt 100++ pushups aft tat... then finalli lights out...

2008-05-25T04:58:00.000-07:00

finalli bac frm taman...haiz...e whole camp was e freakin waste of tim wif all e travellin n otots(own tim own target...) if there were nt tat many, e camp would onli hav last at most 3daes 2 nite...anw heres a summary of wat we did...dae 1 nitewalk n cavre dae 2 abseilin n cavin then hostel dae 3 cip n raftin dae 4 canopy walk n trekin dae 5 train hom...

Dae 1...
bus all e way frm 7 till 5...DD(dai de) all e way n stopped fr toilet breas n som lunch before reachin e cave area where we had 2 surrender all valuables n then when up cave otot till dinner then aft dinner nite walk...stupid of usm 2 break e candle in half thinkin it was a light stick...had 2 survive wif half a candle n lead everyone out of e dam forest while they tell cold jokes behind...made it in e end wif abt 5cm of candle left...then was otot till nxt mornin...did nt bath cuz water was dirty n had powder bath instead...gt kp lik hell fr tat...

Dae 2...
mornin woke up n then had breakfast...field cookin...had 2 do everythin i usualli do ...light solid fuel beat up egg made scramblked egg wif hot dog put on bread eat...gt 12 eggs though...e scrambled egg was quite nice but some salt would be better...aft tat otot till abseilin... ok aft i c e cliff i was was a little... erm... nervous? but ended up ok...20 meters off e ground onli... =] when first cuz jarad was a little hesitant on goin first n had som fun tryin 2 walk dwn but gave up n jumped instead...fet gd so ended up goin again aft everyone went n finished e whole cliff wif 3 jumps...thrillin but did nt last lon... aft tat was cavin then som *** told mrs ong i neva bath so had 2 bath in e end n ppl started askin mi y i bath aft tat...**** anw aft tat was cavin stood in line in front of li hui n madeline in e second grp...walked bac 2 e nitewalk cave n then trek all e way up 2 e cave enterance...had 2 pull ppl up...then e cave went up e slope n had 2 again guide n pull ppl up e slope cuz e trainer asked mi 2 help...aft tat another slope did e sam thin before we reached e most beautiful place...e scenery was beautiful...seemed lik a wallpaper frm e com though...but dam nice...then had 2 go dwn a dam slippery place stood thr n guide ppl again...then slide dwn wif gim hwa before e guide said tak 5 mins break cuz hw was tired n we were hangin on e rope wif no foot hold...had 2 hug gim hwa so tat he did nt fall off e slope cuz he 2 tired... then trek all e way dwn e forest again bac 2 e camp site... gt mi shoe stuck in e mud n dirtied mi socks...stupid...aft tat took thins bac dwn 2 e camp site frm cave n then waited fr bus until it rained n had fun in e rian n when bac hostel...had a nice bath but found a dam leech on mi belly...stupid little leech ade mi loss liks 100ml of blood aft it gt [lucked out...then went out fresh n clean but e *** continued...

Dae 3...

woke up in mornin onli 2 hear ah wang(i shall nt say hu...) tokin...hmmm...she sure can tok loud... then aft tat was raftin...gt selected into a grp wif e 3a gurls as e leader...along wif som guys...then jarad went 2 shit when we needed him most but nvm still managed everythin wifout him...then aft tat he cam bac so asked him 2 help tie e poles n all then tie tie tie e raft is done...sent it out twice before jack sat on it n we stopped sendin it out...mr ong kept scarin jack tat a leech is on him though...then aft tat cip went 2 paint e abc wall n finished first so walked ard n look at e other grps n found em teach e kids cheers...then went bac otot till dinner n otot again till mornin played DD n BJ(black jack) till quite late n slp...

Dae 4...
mornin woke up n went out onli 2 c bugs everywhere...wth...e whole freakin toilet was infested... then had no choice could nt tak a dump so went brush teeth n then breakfast...aft tat otot till canopy walk could nt tak it animor so went toilet n stared at e bugs as i shit n surprisinli non of em cam ani nearer...then went trekin up e mountain wif e grp again i was front man again...then e gurls behind keep askin e guide slow dwn especailli rac...n finalli she admitted her leg shorter than mine! then aft tat canopy walk...went first again... y m i first in everythin?nvm anw went first was quite fun bah...when i finish i kept shakin e bridge while waitin fr everyone in mi grp 2 finish...lol fun...but hw i no all e gurls nt scared but e guys dam scared hen i shake...werid... then aft tat trek all e way up e mountain juz fr e view before goin bac dwn 1.7km... haiz...sianz...then aft tat was rapids...dam fun but i dunno wat 2 say so ya...then went bac hostel...stupid...otot all e way till dinner...played BJ wif money!!! lost 4 ringit...sianz...then aft dinner otot again till 2000hrs then briefin n do reflection then go train...e bus ride was fun...bumpy n cold...

Dae 5...
train ride...stupid train gt delayed 1hr 45mins...spent tim thr playin wif a stray cat DD n gameboy all e way...then train cam e guide said ppl will tak ur seat so prepare 2 be garang n push em away...so we prepared n guo yan planned lik shit hw punch em n all but when we went in e train it was empty...everyone started laughin at him...then took out seats i was wif dominic then went play his gameboy n then slp...dam cold...took his bag cover mi legs...thx domi...then aft tat woke up in mornin...ate som chips...went buy food frm e cafe in train then walked bac found out i was out of vioce...wtf...hw i survive AB camp in 2 daes?then rac gav mi her 1 litre bottle of sprite half full then glupped it dwn n shared had abt 300ml...but enough 2 sooth mi throat a little...thx rac... then aft tat they say wan play BJ but onli 20 cents but if i join 1 ringit so i did dam lucki first round i dealer gt 20 everyone paid mi except haskel or hu tat ran cuz gt 20 oso second rd i burst paid 1 ringit but still earened 3 ringit frm first round... thrid round i BJ gt 2 ringits so earned a total of 5 ringits...tak away e amount i lost io mdae 1 ringit!!! lol then aft tat chatted all e way till reach sing onli 2 find i lost mi hp pouch wif mi headset n protection amulet in it...dam...e amulet protected mi all e way frm taman onli 2 get lost in sing...angry wif miself... then went hom n had e worst mee pok ever in e world at e new market at amk thr regreted then went bac hom n slp...

2008-04-28T18:40:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i last posted huh?anw nw exam period so will post mor cuz cannt play games...lol...so 2dae had ss n bio papers...kinda lack confidence?

SS...
erm e sbq was quite ok bah shld be able 2 score fr tat?but seq kinda screwed up e 13 marks questions?i scared i out of point fr tat...buty e 12 mark saved mi life bah...i hope...

Bio...
wth...i c e paper i stun tio lah...radio active waves fr amino acids???i ws lik wth...nt again...then i thin mcq gt 2 wrong le...hypotonic is higher i g0o remmeber lower then hypertonice i lower i go remmeber higher...wasted 1 mark...sianz...but anw still gt a lot of amrks so ya shld look on e bright side...tmr Hmt paper liao...hope i can remmeber e ge shi fr e letter writin properli...sianz...

2008-04-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since i last posted huh...tis blog's as gd as dead by anws its juz a way 2 spend mi time so ya...here i m postin again...

AKE mini expodition AKA MKE or mmmmmmmmmmmke...

reported on the 19th at 4 in sembawang fr e mini ex n juz slacked dwn there fr a while before e mdm cam ask us go report n change into out wet pt attire which i dunno fr wat since we nt goin dwn water e first dae...then went fall in wif e other schs but suay suay sir jing kai ask mi fall out be ic...stress...then count strength suddenli frget e command...wth...shout wrong command but luckili they still do...heng...then aft tat went 2 grass patch then sit n slack then i keep countin strength cuz dun wan tio anithin due to man missin then e master sgt com say i veri gd ic keep countin strength then praise praise praise...then jing kai cam sit beside mi then chat amongst e 4 mstd ppl cuz onli left we four in e second phase...then juz slacked dwn there until dinner went get food but cannt finish cuz ate macs at 3 n dinner was at 4.30...stupid rite?then sit dwn there again until e clt cam n wanted play wif his sch e plp so changed ic...destressed a little playin wif e new ic then went sembawang camp slp...e blankets they provide dam smelli but surprisinli managed 2 slp quite well neva wake up at all in e nite...clement woke mi up by pluckin mi hair...idiot...i swear i will pluck out all his hair when he grows em...then went eat breakfast...wth...giv chilli n soya bean milk earli mornin...then all tio stomach ache aft eatin...then kayaked 2 pasir ris all n bac abt 37 clicks...then one way bac gt category 1 storm hit us in e middle of e sea no shelter then hav 2 keep chiongin if nt will keep goin bac then will seperate frm e rest of e grp...then chiong chiong chiong for quite somtim until e marist ppl tot i frm tanjong katong 1...lol gt sense of achievement...then afttat beached up on som island n seeked shekter then e rst of e grp cam in then hav 2 quikli do thins so started shoutin at em quickli get their thin n get out of kayaks so can empty their kayaks fr em then they lik all blur blur stop dwn there huh huh huh then sommore e water gt jellyfish...wth...then when emptyn kayak tat tim mi hand touched somthin i tot jellyfish so dropped e kayak end up is sze ting's paddle...scare mi...aft tat went shelter n rested had som cookies n hugged 1 guy along wif gim hwa aft covering him will loadsof life jackets n blanket cuz he say he feel dam cold...loads of body warmth... still had 2 feed him eat biscuit...then e storm stopped n we went bac e sembawang sea trainin center ranked 6th...deproved cuz gt 5h when goin pasir ris... aft tat wash kayaks move kayaks stakc kayaks n fall in n slack then resulkts cam out all phs gt in!!!lol happi sia so forced mr ng treat us all macs which he did...ea 1 student meal...then after tat went wash up n headed 2 mac 2 qiao zha mr ng...=] then finished e go hom bath n eat dinner again before startin 2 tudy geog at 10.30 till 11.30 then cannt tak it so slp...

nxt dae...

woke up felt lik nt goin sch cuz hand achin...but in e end decided 2 go...lucki i go a math learn new thins...first thin first reached sch at 7.10 first tim reach so late cuz slp until 7...then gt mi a math wrk 2 copi...thx rac then went parade square then aft tat was eng mdm loo neva com so mi gimhwa darren lee n dominic was crappin in e canteen n all then chem mr toh neva com so stay there again then som ppl so bhb c mi first tim in e mornin first thin nt say hi is say a wheres mi present...lik i gt buy lik tat...k fine i did...then aft tat pe hand dam stiff cannt swing racket properli lol...sianz...then e rst of e dae was total crap n slp through ss!!!forst tim sia...cuz i gt 12/17...lol quitegd le bah then was math n went do mi smrt n ent hom...watch d.gray-man n slp frm 4 - 8 wah siaz...at nite cannt slp...then e fan dam noisy so had 2 wake up n punch it abt 7 times before i fell aslp...stupid fan...luckili e nxt dae change fan if nt i swear i will throw tat dam fan dwn mi hse window...

2008-03-04T16:32:00.001-08:00

Finally after calling the assitant hotline and asking my friends for the question i am able to continue the webquest... (P.S. its just some complains so just ignore it...)
Continue from whre i stopped...

She would also feel quite helpless when she found out that she was too weak to even go for chemotherapy and had to defer it for a unknown period of time. and even if she were to try and be optimistic, as she had mentioned in her journal, everytime she looks into the mirror, the facts of her getting weaker and weaker by the day just keeps staring back at her, and this would just make her mor and more pressurized and want to just end her life all the more...

Secondly, regarding the issues on religions, i know that christians are against euthanaisa, as it means taking away a life, even if it was your own, showing that the do not suport euthanasia. buddists also go against euthanaisa, as they do not encourage taking of lives, even animals for some strict buddists, like vegetarians, also in a way showing that they are against euthanaisa. whereas for the other religions, i am not excatly sure whether they areagainst euthanaisa and in what way, hence i shall not comment on something that i am not sure of , so as to not offend anyone...

Lastly, from my background knowledge, i know that the singapore law states that euthanasia is not allowed in singapore. from other articles i read, it is said that ion countries that allow euthanasia, there are doctors that give patients overdoasge of medications just to hasten their deaths, and in those cases, more then four thousand of them are wihout the consent of the patients... hence i think that that is one of the points the singapore government took into account when coming up with the law...

2008-03-04T16:09:00.000-08:00

Firstly, this post would be on my english IT day assignment so hre goes...

I personally think that as a cancer patient, she would be feeling saddened and discouraged by the doctor's news of her cancer relapsed, and her chances of survival being only 20%. If i were Christine, i would have been so depressed that i would defer all chemotherapy, and just stay and home and have a peaceful death instead of going through all that pain trying to cure myself even since my chances of survival is only 20%, which is very very little... But now it seems like i am UNABLE to continue as the link to the website that i was supposed to go has EXCEED its data transfer limit and i am UNABLE to FINISH the assignment given...

2008-02-18T16:14:00.000-08:00

Hi all here 2 post again...tat e thin abt mi...once i post...i keep postin...lol anw here som pics i took in HK durin mi holidaes tat i juz gt yuesterdae frm mi uncle...

2008-02-18T00:08:00.000-08:00

If onli tat car was mine...
Another famili pic but at ocean park...
Drivin again but tis time first in position...

2008-02-18T00:00:00.000-08:00

Pic wif cousins...(the boi p.m.s....)
Another pic...but all starin at wron cam...
Finalli gt e correct camera...
Handsome old wizard?!Is it mi or is e pic 2 dark...

2008-02-17T23:52:00.000-08:00

A happi family picture huh...
Drivin is so freakin easy on a 70km/hr cart...
A shop we went 2 after havin dinner...
Nice panda?
Lol a picture of Slayer n Frost...

2008-02-10T23:50:00.000-08:00

lol postin again...starnge rite?dun post fr so lon then suddenli post so much at 1 go...but anw tat mi lah...so went mi uncle hse yesterdae fr lunch wah dam nice sia n gt a lot of food...i thin i ate e most...then after tat went mi cousin room found out tat he had 1 freakin box of duel masters booster packs!!!wah lau so happi sia...can open n cop e rare cards go sell but wthg...open tat tim c all fakecard...sommor e first pack i open gt ballom leh!!!wtf...50 bucks juz flew away lik tat...then after tat we played uno spin i first 2 win then mi bro then mi cousin but dam lon 1 game so veri sian then neva play liao then after tat decided 2 play cards actualli wanted play fishin, which is formin 3 pairs of no.s tat adds up 2 10 respectiveli but then mi niece n nephew wated 2 play oso so we played black jack instead...wtf...lost 5 bucks then after tat i dealer gt blackjack then win bac then mi cousin dealer tat tim i tio ban ban(double ace) lol won 1.50(at 0.50 per round cuz gt kid...) then happi then mi niece n newphew dun wan play le so play last rd tehn mi cousin tio blackjack i was lik wtf...last rd dealer tio blackjack...so at last lost 5 bucks...then mi niece n neohew went out...

then we decided 2 playin fishin then i gt e winnin card by miself twice so win double then gt ppl gimmi e card i wan twice oso so oso win then won abt 5 bucks after winnin bac wat i lost but wth...mi cousin last rd gt tian hu(tat means start gt 3 pairs of 10 liao) then i was lik wtf...nt again u dam lucki sia so we each paid him 2 bucks then play play play becom lose 1.50 sianz...tehn after tat went hom wah sianz...then on e way hom justin ng smsed mi say inter 1s bbq canceled...i was lik wth...sianz...2nite nuthin do liao so went hom play esident evil again...lol...

then 2dae went sch copi homewrk frm vanessa...(thx man... =]...)then afetr att went mornin inspection...actualli wanted implement e new rule we toked abt when we went mr ng hse de which is fall in in pumpin position throiugh out e whole mornin inspection...but then jarad gim hwa clement n justin all late so onli left mi no so in e end neva implement...so sianz...then after tat was eng common test...dam easy finished in 30mins...(even mrs lau was impressed...but dunno e ans rite a nt...-_-III)then after tat was geog gt bac geog class test scored 7/10 so quite ok bah...then after tat went pe...lazi change but then in e end c play badminton then still gt 1 freaklin period, went change mi shirt nia neva change pants then played wif chris...i thin he better then mi..infact i thin everyone better then mi cuz i onli no hw use backhand n smash(nt veri strong yet...)then after tat play play play t5hen rest then madeline n rac com play wif chris n gimhwa they tagteam then chris play until stomach ache then dun wan play so i took over then i ok ok bah average but hit gimhwa in e face wif racket then he went otehr side becom 3 against mi...but ok lah managed save a few shots but knee pain cuz keep slidin n bangin on e floor but in e end had som fun bah...

then after tat was chem toh wei seng neva com lol so free period then i went dental appoinment in sch then e dentsit say mi teeth veri zai keep it up then do scalin n all then after tat went bac class hear chris li hui mad alisa n si jia tok abt perverted stuffs...then after tat was math...wth...doomsdae...i freakin gt a 7/15 fr mi math n 4/17fr a math lah...hell lah so poor...n mi a math all careless lah i tak bac paper can do corrections liao...wth...wasted sia...dunno hw lket mi dad c...die..........................can realli say tis nw.....................................................The End Begins........................

2008-02-08T06:07:00.000-08:00

lol after so lon finalli posted again rite everyone?anw i thin i post frm lik erm...january start?maybe frm mi bdae bah...so cam 2 sch n then ppl say happi bdae n all then let mi thin...received a present frm gh then went mornin inspection gt a packet of strawberry milk candies frm julia in a cow thingy...then e inter 1s asked mi "2dae ur b dae r?" i said ya then they sang bdae song then i clapped along but after tat kana raped earli in e mornin such a great present rite...then after tat inspection n all then went 2 class...mor happi bdaes n all then freakin suay gt e stupid fps after sch...then tat abt all bah...oya received presents frm li hui n chris oso...tehn dunno y val mum wan buy mi present but anw thx all fr ur presents oya n val as in valerie chen...ya...then e nxt thin is erm...lets c...oya e sec 1s ncc welcom function...found out tat e sec 1s quite nua...must train...then e welcom function no post so juz did trainin n all then had fun n get 2 no e sec ones...then after tat e nxt wk i was basic 1s D.C. or duty coporal then had 2 teach the, drills...suddenli they becom slow learners teach 1 dismissal drill oso nid 1 hr...dam sian sia...the after tat took them fr P.T. n screwed iot up dam stupid lah mi...but nvm learn frm mistakes...after tat went sir reagen pump us lik hell but ya he kinda playin wif us so we had som fun doin loads of pumpin oso shoutin we will beat fairfield as we pumped...lol...so fun...then e nxt big thin shld be e CNY bah...since e sch suddenli so gd gav us 1 dae off durin e cny eve so stayed at hom slack lik siao n completed resiodent evil 4 dam stupid e f9inal boss e easiest fight sia...juz som grenades n a rocket launcher n hes dead...wth... then after tat watched e tv show gt 1 section dam stupid call them form sentecnces wif 7 , 6 , n 5 words...watch until wan slp...then e nxt dae woke up at 8 go e temple then after tat went mi aunt hse played wif mi 2 nieces n 1 nephew then watched avp2 n played blackjack 50cents per round...then dam suay when i banker all kana blackjack then nid poay everyone 1 buck...but in e end still earned 4 bucks lol...then afetr att went mi granpa hse sit sit tok tok then go grandma hse sit fr awhile go aunty hse lol tok wif mi uncle abt mstd n all then after tat went hom then julia sms mi...lol call mi go dwn say hi...went dwn then her bro started throwin thins dwn at mi but seriousli...his aimin sucks...but anw toked fr awhile then went bac hom counted and bao money gt abt 550 tehn after addin mi saviongs gt 800 so went in bank...so happi...anw so tat abt all bah anw wish mi luck ppl fr mi MSTD on 8th march which entitles mi 2 pon e jj fair!!!lol so buy ticket frm mi e best gt free money giv u cuz i dun wan waste mi 10 bucks tat i bought...ya...so buy frm mi!!!

2007-11-11T16:47:00.000-08:00

since i hav been featured in other ppl's blog...i tihn i shall feature som of them as well...since its been so long since i lasted posted...

Alwyn...

lol...i duno wat 2 say 2 u...last yr was kinda like enemies wif u but tis yr changed bah dunno is u or mi or both but ya...becam frens n all...u com ncc all tis ya...changed mi view abt u frm last yr...but 1 view did nt n tat is u r gay!!!yes!dun be so gay can...thin of other thins n dun be gay...even if u wan gay can dun gay wif mi...

Hollow...

hmmm...wat can say abt u?well u been a troublsome hollow tis yr man...keep nidin therpy frm aizen...waste mi money lah...bloody hollow...anw ya u hav mood swings last yr start fren fren then enemy enemy then nw com fren fren again...u thin veri fun meh?lol...waste mi reiatsu...2 keep summonin out e dam mask when u hav moodswings...veri tirin de leh...anw...ya u been helpin 2 mi SOMTIMES n i mean somtimes...but ya anw...hav a fun tim wif ur ermhem erhem in ur combi B ya?lol...(u no hu i tokin abt...dun fake...i dun like spellin out names...)

Jeffrey...

hmmm...gt alot thin wan complain abt u lah!but nvm dun so bad here onli can say gd thins...no bad thins...ya anw dun so erm...man bu jiang li nxt yr can?dun thin tat u r always rite everydae dae twenty four seven k?cuz u r usualli wrong...n u piss ppl off when u r wrong n insist tat u r rite...ya anw classmates fr nxt yr so ya...will c u fr another yr...tat is if u fail ur appeal...(nt cursin u or anithin...)ya anw gdluck in ur appeal if u fail we all go help u tak appeal form u go submit 40 forms...but if still cannt then 2 bad lah...juz admit defeat bah...u can neva win mrs tan...

Giang Hwee...

hmmm...dunno wat say?firstli must say sry abt wat happened durin e start of e first or second term...ya second term...ya...sry...but anw nw frens again so frget e pass n move on bah...but...if u frget mi present tat u promised mi on e dae u left e china...then no tok le uds???(i sound evil...maybe i should be e hollow...)anw nxt yr diff class le ya so u loner bah lol...but still gt mi hollow lah dun worri...n ya congrats on gettin into combi B bah...tat is if u wanted 2 go in tat is...if nt dun blame mi fr congratin u on e wrong thin...

"Kelvin" Teo...(u shld no hu u r bah...)

well be happi tat u will nt be called kelvin animor nxt yr unless u run into mi in sch tat is...ya...anw u in combi...erm...D!congrats if att e combi u wan 2 get in...but if nt then erm...u hav mi erm...wat u call tat...erm...nvm i pity u then...frgt e word le...ya...

Fqq...

i dunno y i featurin u in tis post but anw...dun be so hard on urself n li hui lah...let nature tak its course...if she dun like u then so be it dun mak life difficult fr both of u n e ppl around u n her lah...anw gdluck fr nxt yr...

Aizen...

lol...dunno say wat 2 u...oya fr starters stop callin mi mao mao can?sounds...childish?i ichigo leh...u call mi mao mao later mi hollow laugh at mi veri mei you mian zi de leh...u uds?if nt nxt tim i call u...erm...zen zen zen...then all ur espadas laugh at u...muahahahaha...

Emo...

e emo-est person in our class!dun cut ur veins 2 much hoh...later nt enough bloody then whole body becom white color nt nice lol...anw nuthin sya 2 u so ya tat abt all bah...emo-ness...

Maria...

oso dunn hw u becom mi maria...but anw paid u 5 cents per month until nxt yr le so u must continue be mi maria if nt nid pay mi bac erm...5000 US?can?lol anw congrats on gettin erm...top 10?frgt ur position...ya n gd luck in ur relation wif chewy boi...

Christopher...

lol...mi duel master card buyin fren...nxt yr classmates again...lol...oya btw where mi ganloak???n u still owe mi 5 bucks fr e bolmeteus...oya n e kejila...i hav decided 2 giv it 2 u nxt yr as ur bdae present...ya provided u giv mi 1 tat is...

Hui Ling...

haven't tok wif u fr a long tim le...tis yr neva tok so much lah...nt like last yr...can chat on phone until mi dad scold abt hw tekan e sec 1s when we tak over e unit...(poor sec 1s...)anw nxt yr diff class again lol but anw hope 2 chat like last tim but nt until so long...maybe juz on msn?anw dun so emo lah be like last yr mor erm...happi go lucki?ya u emo like veri wierd...n oya i will tok ms seh into tak elect geog durin de annual cmap de dun worri...

Li Hui...

c i so gd feature u in mi new blog...anw veri pro hoh call us go swensens eat durin ur bdae then still dare mak us wait until so long fr u return hom hoh...u gd...anw still owe mi 2 bucks...must return...

Doggie...

Hmmm...wat can i say?u have been a gd doggie fr tis yr?at least better than last yr except fr somtimes...but anw overall u get a 100 points fr begin such a gd doggie...over 1 million... -_-III ...

Slayer...

why m i featurin miself?i oso dunno...lol...juz hope tat u...slayer will be a better person nxt yr n nt lik tis yr mak ppl cry n all huh...almost kana strip rank in ncc cuz of tat happi a nt huh?u lucki ms seh is a gd person man...giv u second chance...anw...ya juz change fr e better nxt yr bah...

2007-11-11T04:02:00.000-08:00

Hi all its been awhile since i last posted le so ya heres a new post...if u all thin tat it counts tat is... so...changed a new blog cuz of som...erm...unwanted...hw do i say it...som unwanted comments... ya n after blockin n blockin e sam person there is still a new ip everydae so i juz change mi add n since i few like changin mi skin...i changed mi whole blogger acc...ya...so will post another 1 after mi ncc camp... or maybe tmr...